I remember when I first fell in love with you.
It was six months ago, and you were holding me against your chest
as I was trying to calm down after an anxiety attack.
It was counting your heartbeat and hearing your lungs empty and then fill up all over again that finally helped,
and I knew, I knew there was something about you that I needed.
Your heartbeat changed me,
but change is constant-
and I had to go.
You taught me how to live again,”
and that is what I am doing.